JusLisen: my life is a non-fiction novel.

There’s something to be said about a glass half full. About knowing when to say when. I think it’s a floating line. A barometer of need and desire. It’s entirely up to the individual. And depends on what’s being poured. Sometimes all we want is a taste. Other times there’s no such thing as enough, the glass is bottomless. And all we want, is more.

—-Meredith Grey, episode “Enough is Enough” from season 2

8:17 AM | now playing : Eric Benet - Love of My Own

i’ll make a longer post about this.

he asked me to start over. said that he’s tired of playing around, and that he wants to settle down with me hopefully for the next years ahead and hopefully up till marriage.

it scared the beejezus out of me. i mean, i’ve never put “marriage” in my vocabulary because of my huge fear over it. but i’m taking baby steps. told him “you know me and how i am with these stuff. bear with me.”

Keep reading →

i hate people who spell “worth it” as “worthed”. IT’S NOT EVEN A WORD! if you want to write in English, at least try to spell things right!

and i hate people who force themselves to speak in English just to look cool, when they’re not good at it. stop doing something you suck at! not only it does NOT make you look cool, it makes you look stupid.

ergh.

Artist: Michael Buble | Album: Michael Buble

I can only give you love that lasts forever,
And a promise to be near each time you call.
And the only heart I own
For you and you alone
That’s all,
That’s all…

I can only give you country walks in springtime
And a hand to hold when leaves begin to fall;
And a love whose burning light
Will warm the winter’s night
That’s all,
That’s all.
Keep reading →

10:07 AM | now playing : Black Eyed Peas - Pump It

nothing special, but i actually feel really good.

it just so happens that my place is going to be smoked (not sure if this is actually the right term for it), getting rid of bugs and cockroaches. so i had to move for several hours from my room, and decided to have coffee at Bistro Delifrance, a nearby coffee shop.

stopped by at the gym to get the new monthly schedule, but they were running out of it. so i only peeked on tonight’s schedule and found that the Body Combat class is at 8.30 PM tonight. went upstairs to the bank, wanted to print my savings passport, just to realize that i brought the wrong passport. so much for an unplanned visit to the mall.

Keep reading →

9:57 AM | now playing : Aditya - Love Will Find You

i really want to change the design of this blog. but considering it’s hosted on WordPress, i have only so little options. i’ve been tossing and turning over other designs, but there’s always something wrong with them. it’s not bold enough, i can’t change the image header, i hate the color, etc.

so in the end it’s back to this design. but i’m booooooreddd…

that’s the video i’ve been talking about. now, if SHE is the one who’s doing it, it’ll definitely look sexy and all. i can’t even look at myself when i did it, worrying that i’d be dead laughing first before i can memorize all the routines *lol*

I was going to Plurk this, but then I realized I have quite a lot to write.

I’ve figured on how I see life now:

Life is full of surprises and uncertainties. Now, I’m not big on surprises, but life is full of them because life consists future. No one can predict the future, so what we can do is only to hope. Hope for a better life, hope for a better career, hope for a steady relationship, hope for anything good, and start our steps toward that hope.

Hope may not come true, or it may not come the way you expect it to be. But it also may. Sometimes I do feel like wishing I can see everything up ahead, but then again what’s the joy of it? Life IS interesting because you never know. Some things may leave you feeling disappointed or even causing so much pain. But if you leave yourself in fear of mishaps in life, you will never be able to strive or even to move on.

Keep reading →

on how it puts up and stays loving him no matter what, beyond what i thought as my limitations.

and at the same time, my brain is screaming that my heart is either crazy or dumb. *lol*

so i’ve been trying to learn the famous Carmen Electra Aerobic Striptease from the DVD. ohkay, it’s NOT easy. the movement combination is not that easy to remember, and one thing i’ve learned from watching workout tapes is that you can’t really focus on yourself (or by looking to the mirror). Because you still have to watch it at the sometime you’re imitating it. I have no clue on how I actually look as sexy as I feel about it, I might just look really idiotic instead of like her *lol* So one more time, 5..6..7..8..